I'm writing this to you my love.
Never feeling your touch has been my worst regret.
I've put this off for so long my hand feels on fire and it never seems to wear off.
You never seem to wear off.
I never had the ability to express crazy love drunk thoughts
of innocence.
How could I supply you with your needs? How can I rewind the time?
You never fail to support me.
This burden is mine, my
own to bear.
You think that it's misguided?
I hold it close with care.
And I'm here now, I only wish you well
I wish I could be honest but it hurts too
much to tell.
I can live knowing you have been happy.
Fair enough to move ahead?
Can we meet in the future again?
I feel that all my love is a waste.
I need some time to rearrange and find all these pieces a place.
I feel my insides churn and it’s growing.
Being content to live is hard.
Last one standing gets her. Fuck you she's mine.
Yeah, what?
I can give you what you've wanted.
I can tear my heart out.
I can give you what you wanted.
I will tear my heart out.
I feel my insides churn and it’s growing.
Being content to live is hard.
I only have the prelude to illusion.
This can't be the end of the story.
We've only just begun to scratch the surface here.
This burden is mine, my own to bear.
You think that it's misguided?
I hold it close with care.
And I'm here now, I only wish you well
I wish I could be honest but it hurts too much to tell.
I made a plan to walk away and now I cannot leave you.
I can give you want but I can't believe in you.
I could dredge through muddy water and see clear enough to prove that no
matter is decided until I speak to you.
Erase me like you would
erase a word from the page.
Don't you dare give a second thought to it,
this is the best thing for us.
I could prepare a long-winded speech
and execute it to the "T" but what
good is negotiation when you come here with a loaded gun.
We're donehere.
I can't believe that you woul
d risk everything to be in the middle.
I can't believe that you would run to be in the rapture.
I made a plan to seek the truth and find the best in you.
I uncovered many views, but how to see them through?
I considered many options to finally con
clude that your love for me is tested
by my every waking move.
Leave it. We're endlessly divided. No bridge could fill this gap. Every
second, every moment I have lived could be my last. My every waking move
has been a test.
I could dredge through muddy
water and
be blinded by hot mortar and see
clear enough to prove that I cannot have you.